Monday, August 07, 2006
life..life..life..haha..i love my life..love it like hell but i feel like my life is going no where..i have no clear path to follow..is jus so frustrating not knowing what you want to do..no golds..no dreams..not knowing the purpose the perpose living in tis world..haha..my life is like moving so fat lah..the setbacks..the problems..the good times are just flying by like no one business..and it will keep doing this for ever and ever..living a life not being appreciated sucks lah..i jus hope tat one day somebody or that one person would stand up and take notice..thatz what i want..talking about my life..theres this speial person in my life..haha..my mum..damn lah..shes not getting any better..keeps getting sick..got my allowance sacrifice so that she can pay 4 her medical stuff..i dont mind..i prefer having my mum well than having money..im so worried about her..seeing her being sick and coughing while eating medicine kills me inside..just cant stand seeing her struggling..everyday i will alwayz pray for her to get better..i love her so much..haha..just made up my mind..tommorow before going to school i will tell her how much she means to meand how much i love and cherish her..life..life..life..hope it slow down so that i can spend time with my love ones and give me time to figure out what to do with myself..itz alot to ask and i noe it wont happen..
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